August 19, 2006 Yesterday was shit and so the remnants of shit is shit so today I feel like shit too. The hiccup during/after effects of yesterday night are still here.
It's really not much use talking to me when I'm in this state because I say so, except for you-know-who-you-are.
I don't answer to stupid questions like "You never take the drink I make for you yesterday?" Obiviously, if the cup is there, doesn't that already mean I didn't drink it? I forgot to.
But ....! I already started screwing up by charging the first customer $6 less in which he admitted to me and saved me the night time variance. Then I took a $2.90 change for a supposedly $29 change. Good thing I checked the screen before returning it to the customer.
Thanks alot to Calvin for making my latter half of the day a little more screwed than it already is. Half forgot the matter when the store was closing.
Then I was on the comp as usual and then life decided to plunge for the depths of the ocean to drown me in sorrow. Like fuck. Yesterday the moment I stopped crying and close my eyes I start crying again. Which went on for more than 1.5hr. After that I never checked because I didn't want to electrocute myself with the charging phone.
AHhhhhhhhh. Fuck. Life is so damn screwed. I just become so frail and receptive to every single negative shit in the world ; almost overnight. A victim to my own emotions. What more can I say? I don't even think I'm gonna be in the right mood to work later on and tomorrow. Happy New Year for them.
Thanks alot lin for visiting me at work yesterday ; and for talking to this crazy fella here last night.
On a side note, I'm just as contradicting. For not liking vulgarities, yet using them. Fuck? I did it again. Congrats.
You've just made me a confused piece of shit. It's okay, it's alright ; I hope.